Monday, November 23, 2009

All day coming...





This was one of those days I only wish for.
Beautiful fall weather, amazing workout, great walk downtown for errands, satisfying and low calorie dinner, & great conversation all the while...

I sat up and thought about a lot of things last night:
While they're out wracking their skull trying to figure out my whereabouts and whatnot, I sincerely don't care to know if they're still alive. Bottom line; they're missing me, but I'm not missing them.
It never ceases to amaze me how shallow people are. The sad part is, I knew that all along but always hoped for something more.
Damn my big heart and how it behaves... at least I'm not afraid to admit it and not hide behind superficial endeavors.


With that being said, I'm finding myself being tied down by my belongings... I've been trying to do this for a few months now, but I'm ready to get rid of it all.

MINIMALIST.



Things worthy to keep will go in a keepsake box and a scrapbook.
I no longer wish to keep the decorations, the knick-knacks, the clothes that could use a better home than a musty bag under my bed, & the books collecting dust.

I want to go back to 2006... a time when there was just a suitcase of everything I need and ME...


Love me to the BONE

Beauty doesn't last forever, this we all know too well.
So for now, I'm going to cherish my youthful looks.
Thank you, body, for being 21 and still passing for 16.
Thank you, body, for having my mother's great genes because she too, although in the last stage of "middle age" she is mistaken for a hip aunt or older sister.
Thank you, body, for my freckles-- their coming in so nicely after my acne is finally ending and adding to my youthful appearance.
Thank you, body, for allowing me to be 5 foot 5 inches tall & slim and slender. It allows to be able to wear almost anything I want.
Thank you, body, for enduring my need to run to get this endorphin high.
[ps, I'm sorry I listen to my headphones so loudly...:-* ]

:-D



Sunday, November 22, 2009

Liya Kebede

My personal Ethiopian goddess.

Youtube.com/thatalyssa

Saturday, November 21, 2009







I guess if I was borin they would love me more
Guess if I was simple in the mind
Everything would be fine
Maybe if I was jerk to girls
Instead of being nice and speakin kind words
Then maybe it would be ok to say then
I wasn't a good guy to begin with





This woman is my muse...

I'm off to photograph my feelings.
later bitches.

Tuesday, November 17, 2009

Once Upon a Time...

No one gave a f*ck.


There's an angel visiting me in my dreams.
No, this is no godsend or message from heaven...
The angel isn't telling me anything I don't already know.
In fact, the only reason I'm even referring to it as an angel is because of how beautiful and luminous it is, even though it's always wearing black.

My heart is full to bursting and this angel is helping me hold on just a little while longer.
I can see its face; love in its eyes & music on its lips.
I get tears in my eyes, when it asks so simply and sincerely, "How are you?"
I reply from parts of myself no one has proven worthy to see...
For many reasons, I trust this angel more than anyone I know in my waking life.

When Angelito touches me, I die.
I fall from skyscrapers atop mountains.
I watch my body shatter
& we smile because I like the sound.
Angelito takes me everywhere all at once.
I drown in it.
Tonight, I'll fall asleep to die again.




Monday, November 16, 2009

99 problems... and they're all B*tches

SO...

Cell phone laws need to pass all over the world, cuz this shit it just ridiculous!!!
This is what a 1.7 million dollar Bugatti Veyron looks like...




and this is what this asshole did to his because he WAS ON A CELL PHONE!


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Sorry for the saturation of media but take a listen to my current playlist.


Tuesday, November 10, 2009

It's been a while.

Ive actually been meaning to post some of my recent work from my drawing class.






Ive been trying to take more photos recently, and i have been, but just been too lazy to upload them anywhere.







Trippin...

I ain't even gna trip cuz
the fact of the matter is
I peeped that you've been swagger jackin' for years
and who you think you foolin' with that raggedy ass weave?!


SMH... you're nothing and nobody.

Just for kicks, I googled ur "name" and you know what came up?
PROSTITUTES. LMAOOO.


that is all.

Sunday, November 1, 2009





Halloween was amazing.
Another spectacular weekend in NYC!


Ive been talking to a few people and reading a few blogs lately...
Love is sure is the sweetest most satisfying fruit ever tasted when it's right, real, and true.



Right now, I'm head over heels for my MOMMA!
LOL, seriously though, I've reunited with my family.
It's been too long since I've felt so close to them.
It feels great, I'm recharged!

Readers