never thought trying to be happy could be so wrong...

I was just thinking how wonderful life is...

I'm the luckiest girl in the world.

My family loves me...

I have a few great friends...

I've got things about myself that I like very much sometimes lol...

but I'm having a hard time truly being free.

I desire love and happiness, but there are people who only want to see me suffer.

Why? Since when is wanting love and happiness wrong?

What happened to humanity?

I whimper a nonsecular prayer to bring humanity, humility and kindness back.

im not afraid of my feelings... i like to think im doing a great job managing them.