"what do you do when you stay up all night?"

for the most part, I think…

about every and anything.

I oft imagine situations and conversations that sometimes never come to fruition.

I think about music and movies…
I contemplate the role I play and the soundtrack to this musical life of mine.

I think about my family, my childhood, my “future”
I read old diaries and browse photograhs…

I ponder experiences that have led me to be the person I am today and sometimes think of who I would be if things went differently.

I think about my interpersonal relationships…

I wonder about the abstract notion of perception.

I obsess and I’m often compelled…
and I always pick myself apart asking myself “why?”

I think about what it means to exist…