I washed my hands in my own tears long enough
and they're finally clean of it all.

i dont give a mother fuck [venting]

I hate those devil horn, tranny thin arch eyebrows... and thats actually more of an insult to my lovely trannies.

I think that sharp ass reese wtiherspoon chin of hers is so ugly.

and please, put that tongue away with that basic ass piercing because I KNOW you can't eat pussy. AND WHO THE FUCK STILL WEARS LIPGLOSS THAT LOOKS LIKE YOUVE BEEN SUCKING ON GREASE?!

You are so void of personality, conversation and dumb as door knob... Anyone can recite what they memorized from a book, but it takes nothing to know that anchovies are SO not artichokes... -__-;

I wear hair and makeup because I like to, not because I feel like I have to.

I dont need money or status to feel complete, or be rude in normal conversation, get a better personality

you COVERED a gay tattoo? you never were gay, just playing it up, huh? wild disrespectful.

Ghetto girl wanting to be a faux celeb... thats cute, but you know what they say, you can take the girl out of the ghetto, but not the ghetto out of the girl. How does it look having on heels and an expensive bag, but hissing, neck/eye rolling, and cursing like a hoodrat? CLOWN.

Separately, all your features are very nice.... you how hard it is to find a good picture of you to show anyone? Have to make excuses and give disclaimers and shit LOL

You better count your lucky stars youre talented and these nigs love natural hair.

Reality? You're not very sincere. Playing and testing people will only leave you lonely in crowds. People smiling at you, you smiling at them, but you'll never share a smile [again].

Straight girls boost your pathetic ego, huh?
LOVE HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH EGOS. Most people know that, I guess you are an exception.

Never dated a lesbian... that's fucking sad.
Might not even be gay, probably a convoluted way of hiding how insecure you are with guys.

A decade, five years, one year, any day this week, that ho can get hankering for some big burly fellow and you'll be the epitome of stupid.

She'll never introduce you as her wife...

she'll want to fuck a man to give you a child, LAUGHABLE

Probably have the kids call you their aunt to their friends...

Then again, you'd probably be all for that.... You have no pride, you me sick.

CHISTE GRANDE!!

Always playing games, and thats why you think I am.

Ive never been a bullshitter when it comes to matters of my heart no matter how hard things get.

Ive also never made such a fool of myself... and I'm quite clumsy when it comes to my feelings for people.

So, keep wasting your precious time on these straight girls gassing you up... I just hope I'm one of the first to know when the bubble bursts.

:-)

It's your loss.

I'm a great girlfriend, I'll make and even better wife.

Nightmares come true.

Woke up crying only to realize that shit is real.

it's real that I don't have a family to come home to OR a loving home at all.

it's real that my twin is such a fucked up loser.

it's real that I have no friends besides those who reply to my keyboard ramblings.

it's real I lost so much this year and continue to lose.

it's real that she said that.

it's real that I said that.

it's real that I need to pinch pennies.

it's real that I had that accident.

it's real that I have manic episodes like this.

it's real, and I'm thankful that I should be ok by tomorrow with the help of fancy cigarettes, tea, and maybe an Irish coffee.

who's going to save my soul now?

I'm moving.

I'm taking a leap of faith

What to do when my best isn't good enough?

Do something else.

I'm ready to leave it all behind.

Practical, right?

Yup, being an adult, have a few jobs to support myself...

The new deli around the way is stocked with all the flavours of 4loko. you bet your ass I'm going to buy a few tomorrow. Im just mad I dont have any for tonight. Rum and coke it is.

I hate the holidays, I always somehow feel so alone.

"Aren't they cute falling in love?"

I think it's a hell of a lot more special, to me at least, when two people are already in love and still show it.

...

I can't stop thinking about her.

but I love it and no one has to know or care.

:-)

I believe in miracles.

nothing I won't do for that to happen again.

OH, you mad?

Yeah, you're mad.

Texting and calling nonstop for days.

It was cute to know that you care enough about my life to hit me up so much.

Best wishes, grrl, bye :-)

it's become a matter of following my heart.

My heart's been telling me "no, go that way".

My logical mind was only pissing me off.

I'm going to follow my heart.

Who ever is mad, be mad while I'm happier than ever.

Funny.

it wasn't the first, nor will it be the last time someone tells me I "made them" like me.

That's great and all, thank you, but I was only being myself.

I can't help the fact that you ended up liking me more than you think you should.

I don't trick people into doing, feeling, saying anything they don't want to.

I'm quite simple:

If I like you, you'll know it.

Even if I just like you as a friend, I tend to make people feel special about it.

trust me, it's nothing I'm doing on purpose.

Call me naive, call me a hypocrite...

I think it's the stupidest fucking idea in the world to go back to someone who's hurt you.

Ok, some things are more forgivable than others, but repeat offenders GTFOH!

For instance, if someone has beaten you more than once and you've ended up in the hospital, why in the HELL would you put it past them that they wouldn't do it again?

If someone's cheated on you, multiple times, with physical proof: ie, a BABY, how does one gather up the courage to still want to be with them?

Maybe I'm missing the giant picture here.

No one wants to be alone. I think it's cowardly...

But some would argue that it's pure bravery to still be able to look into that person's eyes and still love them.

I definitely know what love feels like.

I tried "starting fresh" with someone who's hurt me in a multitude of ways... but to no avail. Sure, I could say I love this person simply because she's human and I don't want anything bad to happen to her...
but I can also say I can't look into her eyes and be in love with her again. That pain lingers like the stench of death. Each time I let my guard down, there was a slip, and it ripped the sutures again.

Time will heal it all.

I find it very difficult to be as forgiving as I used to be.

So call me naive because I'm missing the "courage" or "love" aspect.

Or call me a hypocrite because I've tried.

I still think it's never a good idea, especially in haste.

Expected me to pick you up on the rebound...

Never that.

Sorry that didn't last, but, I am not the type to put myself in another crossfire.

I feel kicked in the mouth.

but it won't last.

It's not the deep.

Appetite.

I have a grave craving for dead flesh.

Medium rare, kinda bloody.

Halloween.