Ok, some things are more forgivable than others, but repeat offenders GTFOH!
For instance, if someone has beaten you more than once and you've ended up in the hospital, why in the HELL would you put it past them that they wouldn't do it again?
If someone's cheated on you, multiple times, with physical proof: ie, a BABY, how does one gather up the courage to still want to be with them?
Maybe I'm missing the giant picture here.
No one wants to be alone. I think it's cowardly...
But some would argue that it's pure bravery to still be able to look into that person's eyes and still love them.
I definitely know what love feels like.
I tried "starting fresh" with someone who's hurt me in a multitude of ways... but to no avail. Sure, I could say I love this person simply because she's human and I don't want anything bad to happen to her...
but I can also say I can't look into her eyes and be in love with her again. That pain lingers like the stench of death. Each time I let my guard down, there was a slip, and it ripped the sutures again.
but I can also say I can't look into her eyes and be in love with her again. That pain lingers like the stench of death. Each time I let my guard down, there was a slip, and it ripped the sutures again.
Time will heal it all.
I find it very difficult to be as forgiving as I used to be.
So call me naive because I'm missing the "courage" or "love" aspect.
Or call me a hypocrite because I've tried.
I still think it's never a good idea, especially in haste.
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