Thunder&Lightning

thunder only happens when its raining
players only love you when they're playing
Say... women... they will come and they will go
when the rain washes you clean, you'll know.

you will know.

Music & lyrics: Dreams - Fleetwood Mac

Standoffish.
someone said at first glance I'm a bit unfriendly.
(they arent the 1st to tell me this)
I'd like to say I'm an observer.

then again, i'd also like to say,
eat a dick!
I'm amazing, get to know me.


feeling some kind of way about a lot of things
and a few people.


pictures courtesy my sklx...

The Fly

so a fly found it's way into my house
into my room
into my lamp.
it was on, and hot.

i heard a "tink" against the metal lamp.
i wondered wtf was going on over my desk.
i heard it buzz and realized what it was

then i saw it fall
to the right of my keyboard.
it buzzed in loud anguish-filled circles
stretched, shook its legs
and DIED.




If I wasn't so freaked out by all this,
I would have taken my own pictures or something
instead of grabbing the closest tissue and flushing the poor thing.

Life has its ways
of teaching you a lesson.
like the old saying goes
"all that glitters, is not gold."

The poor fly was attracted to the light
not knowing it would be its final flight.

I know I should take heed of this warning
but what am I doing right now
that could be analogous to my late airborne visitor?

PushPullSnapBiteScratchPunchStab
I am still here
smiling.

I'm picking at my sutures
drawing blood
drops like rain on my fire escape
pitterpatter
soothing me

tell me what I want to hear
and I wont believe.

I have a problem with a little bitch
called trust, she's always lying.

I'm learning to appreciate the importance of family.

To Be Free

Suffering.
Without it, there is no joy.
Without death, there is no life.
And after these angst-ridden cliches, there's only...



Broken promises, betrayal, and big fat lies.



The sea and stars toss and turn
as the gods clash and crumble.
The world stands frozen
unwillingly
awaiting its fate.






Learn Acceptance.

Moving Pictures!

In trying to figure out how the hell to format this blogger,
I added a gadget over there (to the right).

It's a pretty cool gadget that allows a reader,
like yourself,
to view videos without leaving the page you are currently on.


The Channel it is set to play is my very own youtube channel.
The videos are old...
so feel free to pass judgment in retrospect lol.

Forget2write

This is B R A E.


This is one hell of a
w o m a n;
body and mind.


My dream
is to one day crack that skull of hers
and feast on some real
braen food.


:-D

That is all.

Smile.

Ever feel like NOT smiling?

Society has lead us to believe "being ok" is more polite than saying what's actually on our minds.
It's mind-control in it's purest form.


I, for one of millions, smile all the time. Just to put on heirs.
Heirs for my mother, heirs for my employers, heirs for my co-workers and classmates.



But hey, no one really cares what you think.
Do they?