Fake It Like You Mean It

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I am still here
smiling.

I'm picking at my sutures
drawing blood
drops like rain on my fire escape
pitterpatter
soothing me

tell me what I want to hear
and I wont believe.

I have a problem with a little bitch
called trust, she's always lying.

I'm learning to appreciate the importance of family.