Harassment is not sexy.

someone tells you "I'll talk to you later".

Maybe you should wait and not bother them, bc then, they'll really not want to talk to you.

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Ugh.

You people who are gullible enough to believe everything you read/are told at face value are so pathetic.

Stop being so fucking immature, you're ruining your relationships.

If you have a concern, talk it out. Stop making assumptions and decisions based on illusions and hearsay.

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I trusted you enough to tell you what was bothering me.
instead of comforting me, you, again, just give me more reason to not tell you anything every again.

Your attitude and reaction was a fail.

you were supposed to help me understand my confusion. You were not supposed to make me feel shitty about opening my mouth, naive for trusting you of all people, and certainly not push me into the arms of someone else.

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So here I am, again

alone.

No one to really talk to but my keyboard and who ever reads this. (thnx btw)

my heart sinks further into the abyss

as another layer of concrete is added to it's chamber.

I can see it and feel it...
deep blue, malnourished

I want to physically manifest this.

show the world how fragile I am.

Words mean nothing and everything but what I want to express.

crying out for help just isn't enough.